Ugh...I'm done.

So, as may be no surprise to long-time followers of this blog, I am on the road to divorce. It has been so hard to admit that to myself (let alone anyone else), but what is done is done. As such, I will have the three kids all week by myself. They will be gone on the weekends (which will kill me) but I will have plenty to keep me busy (catching up with work, laundry, any house repairs, etc.) so hopefully I won't be lonely. Anyway, my posting may be more sporadic than usual. If that's cool with you, still pop in when you can. I may need to vent (hell, maybe I'll scrap all of this...ha!) but I am tired of pretending everything's okay. This is going to be one hell of a challenge (especially having a six year old, a three year old and a seven month old to appropriately divvy my time up to) but I think I am finally up for it.

Now I have got to tend to my three, get prepped for various appointments (doctor, lawyer, Realtor, etc.) and try to get this house and my work responsibilities in some kind of order (methinks I may be getting little sleep!). Thanks for always leaving such lovely comments. While I may not be able to return the favor, please know that they brighten my spirits so.

Positive note of the day: Today is the first step towards a better me.

P.S. To the anonymous poster who felt the need to slag me, go find somewhere else to troll. I tried. It didn't work. My children are my blessings so leave me be. (And I am quite sure you are perfect too and in exactly the right place to lay judgment.)